tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-151096262011-04-21T16:24:13.066-07:00A blog containingb thoughtful poems on a range of subjects and themes.spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.comBlogger221100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1156128410810343502006-08-20T19:44:00.000-07:002006-08-20T19:51:46.906-07:00These are not song lyrics that I have writen, rather they are some song lyrics that I have found, which I like! I'm only borrowing these lyrics, I don't own them and I do not make one ounce of profit from them~<br /><br />Enjoy!<br /><br />Wishing You Were Here . . . by Karen Suriano<br /><br />Last night was wonderful making love to you<br />My fingers instinctively knew just what to do<br />If I could play piano like my hands played you I’d be a hit anywhere, in any venue<br />Absolutely fabulous making love to you<br />Maybe next time you could be there too<br />But alone with the sunrise,<br />I'll fire up the brew God knows<br />I need my coffee more than I need you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115612841081034350?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1153828085777513122006-07-25T04:43:00.000-07:002006-07-25T04:48:05.793-07:00There I was floating free<br />Amid the clouds<br />Such freedom<br />Without wings<br />I saw the past<br />I saw the future<br />I saw all the world<br />The past was a dim cloud<br />The future was a shinning hope<br />The world was full of wonder<br />So you see<br />I saw it all in one dream<br />I dreamed I saw a dim cloud<br />Grey and forelorn<br />It seemed not happy<br />It seemed weighed down<br />It was above me<br />Yet did not hold me back<br />I saw it that I moved on<br />I see the cloud and<br />I see my past<br />But IT doesn#t bother me<br />Clouds float away<br />Disappear into nothing<br />My past is like a cloud<br />It floats away<br />Leaving the future<br />The future is shining to me<br />Like a bright room I saw<br />Waiting for me<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115382808577751312?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1153796971148195762006-07-24T19:59:00.001-07:002006-07-24T20:25:40.450-07:00Until now <br /><br />Until now<br />The path was unclear<br />Until now<br />The future wasn't here<br />Until now I never knew for certain<br />That I could believe<br /><br />My faith in life was unsure<br />Hidden was the door to my life<br />I never knew I could dream<br />I never knew someone would care for me<br /><br />The light can shine so well<br />And guide us home<br />I never really understand life<br />I never saw its beauty<br /><br />I never saw the truth in life<br />I only ever survived<br />In ever really lived<br />Now I'm beginning to feel alive<br /><br />I never knew I could like this<br />I never knew I could I'd see happiness<br />I never knew I had a destiny<br />I never knew that light can guide<br /><br />I never thought about fate<br />That someone like me<br />Could find someone like you<br />I never knew that love doesn't judge<br /><br />Life could give us so much<br />And I never knew I'd feel joy<br />I only ever survived before<br />Now I'm starting to feel alive<br /><br />I can believe in the power of love<br />Life and light shine in the darkness<br />I never knew I had potential to shine<br />I never realised salvation was in love<br /><br />Life was right in front of me<br />For the whole time<br />I never knew I could find someone special<br />Someone who loved me, someone like you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115379697114819576?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1153796970841341302006-07-24T19:59:00.000-07:002006-07-24T20:09:30.856-07:00Ballad <br /><br />If I should tread<br />For a thousand years<br />Without a single rest<br />Then the fortunes of my labours<br />Shall all but be known<br />To stand the test<br /><br />My valour be determined <br />By what so ever<br />That fate was planned<br />Will my favour <br />Be carried land to land<br /><br />They talk much of my travels<br />On many distant shores<br />Say much unto my name<br />That which are made of songs<br />Have never been heard before<br /><br />Such as this is my legacy<br />That I remain forever aloof<br />But they who are wise<br />Always knew <br />That I was not a fool<br /><br />Such as this my vengence<br />That I look upon icy glares<br />And not shed is my sword<br />For patiently<br />I seek my reward<br /><br />They all know of theirs<br />And while they speak my name<br />Know me they do not<br />As soon as they learn of it<br />so soon is it forgot<br /><br />Forever is a mystery<br />Around the world will turn<br />Lifes weary traveller am I<br />Maybe in a thousand years<br />They will all learn<br /><br />Be not fooled by my tears<br />For not weak am I<br />I still ask many questions<br />For their answers <br />I will seek<br /><br />When emotion has me<br />Tears unshed in my eyes<br />It is but a reflection<br />Of the fire <br />That I feel inside<br /><br />This I cannot deny<br />For not weak am I<br />do not think it so<br />For as I have gone on<br />I will always try<br /><br />Being my inspiration<br />You are always there for me<br />I will hold in my heart<br />Oh so dearly<br />My friend and my ally<br />My distant company<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115379697084134130?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1153796237654350552006-07-24T19:47:00.000-07:002006-07-24T19:57:17.666-07:00Kuru Elunara<br /><br />Lost in the ancient sands<br />A story almost never told<br />Left hidden in time<br />Are the ruins of old<br /><br />Once thrived a town<br />By the river Nile<br />People were true<br />Life was kind and mild<br /><br />Kuru Elunara<br />Known by its name<br />Many people visited <br />Good favour was its fame<br /><br />Seasons harvest was good<br />Grown tall by the sun<br />Life was truly idyllic<br />they didn't see what was to come<br /><br />Innocence was abound<br />And smiled on every childs face<br />But soon all that happiness<br />Was soon erased<br /><br />A storm of war was to come<br />Liltered across the town<br />Everything turned to ruin<br />Innocents buried in the ground<br /><br />Tragedy was the word<br />Spread fast by the deed<br />They were all disgraced<br />All for one mans greed<br /><br />He saw gold in his mind<br />And it was hidden in that town<br />So he disposed of the people in it<br />And buried it in the ground<br /><br />There was no survivors<br />Or so the story goes<br />But how many more secrets are hidden?<br />How many tragedies untold?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115379623765435055?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1151552007222060892006-06-28T20:28:00.000-07:002006-06-28T20:33:27.223-07:00Something more<br /><br />A hug can reassure <br />A kiss can drive passion<br />An embrace can be loving<br />It cannot be denied<br /><br />Words can be taken back<br />Siad cruelly and given slack<br />But when you hold me<br />I let all my fears melt away<br /><br />There is no miunderstanding<br />It can be bliss<br />To embrace in your arms<br />Away from harm where I feel calm<br /><br />Because when you let it show<br />Then I know<br />No words are needed now<br />To know you love me so<br /><br />And I can't let it go<br />Because I know<br />That I love you so<br />And I know you feel it too<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115155200722206089?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1151551523871734932006-06-28T20:15:00.000-07:002006-06-28T20:25:23.886-07:00Times love<br /><br />When it began<br />It was like such bliss<br />You and I together<br />The sweetness of your love<br />But one day out of the blue<br />You left me all alone<br />Without a single clue<br /><br />But I will see you again<br />I will search the hills<br />I will sail the seven seas<br />I will travel the earth<br />I will search the stars<br /><br />I will never give up<br />I will never give in<br />I still love you<br />Even through it all<br />I will see you again<br /><br />A remote town<br />Not may peole knew<br />This is where I met you<br />Some friends of mine<br />They had known of you<br />And introduced us two<br />I knew I had found the one<br />I knew I didn't want to let you g<br />Even though you didn't stay<br /><br />When I saw your face<br />I knew I had fallen<br />As time went by<br />I fell even deeper<br />Enticed by your charms<br /><br />Years have gone<br />Since I held you<br />Memories never erased<br />When I saw your eyes<br />I see your face<br />No longer can I hide<br />I need you by my side<br />To make me feel complete<br /><br />When you left<br />It broke my heart<br />No longer can I hide<br />These tears I cry<br />I worry about the past<br />I worry about the future<br />Never knowing if I will ever<br />Live again to see your smile<br /><br />I dreamed I saw you<br />Walk back to me<br />But my love for you<br />Will never die<br />No matter what happens<br />Come what may<br />I will always love you<br />Until my end of days<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115155152387173493?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1151550772208520042006-06-28T20:00:00.000-07:002006-06-28T20:12:52.226-07:00Sacrifice of love<br /><br />This is a poem that I wrote for the pairing of the 10th doctor and Rosa, from Dr Who.<br /><br />Sacrifice of love<br /><br />You were my inspiration<br />The one who knew my well<br />The one who stood by my side<br />And now you are gone<br /><br />When I first heard<br />The prophecy<br />That would leave<br />I thought it was a lie<br /><br />But now you are gone<br />I am left wondering<br />Why I didn't listen<br />Why I didn't believe<br /><br />You came into my life<br />As if by accident<br />Some random coincidence<br />That we would meet<br /><br />We battled side by side<br />And became quite close<br />But somehow<br />It was predetermined<br /><br />When I first heard those words<br />It was like a curse<br />And I denied the truth<br />Because I feared losing you<br /><br />You stood in the line of fire<br />And fought bravely<br />One last time by my side<br />Then it happened<br /><br />You were taken away from me<br />My number one<br />But did you ever know<br />How much I loved you so?<br /><br />But do I see?<br />Is there a way?<br />To bring you back<br />Is it too much a risk?<br /><br />I'd do anything<br />To hold you again<br />To see your smile<br />To feel your warmth<br /><br />So now I've got to decide<br />If I take the chance<br />To try and and bring you back<br />So you are back in my life<br /><br />But is this selfish?<br />To want you back so much?<br />But it it means<br />That I'd lose my own life<br /><br />There would be no point<br />Because if you could come back<br />But had paid the price<br />You would be here and I'd be gone<br /><br />It would like now<br />Where you are not here<br />And without you<br />I have lost my purpose<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115155077220852004?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1151549629677897812006-06-28T19:40:00.000-07:002006-06-28T19:53:49.693-07:00Pharaohs miracle <br /><br />A wish was made long ago<br />And it was about you<br />Every night I'd pray<br />Wishing it would come true<br /><br />How can it be fair<br />To live a life of pain<br />When fate decided against me<br />Once and yet again<br /><br />Every day I'd hope<br />Every night I'd pray<br />Every thought I had<br />Every word I said<br /><br />Wishing you were here<br />To hold me when I'm blue<br />To be here in my arms<br />I'm lost without you<br /><br />Wishing you were here<br />To comfort me when I'm sad<br />To be here in my arms<br />And make me feel so glad<br /><br />How can it be fair<br />To be in love so strong<br />When the one you love<br />Can't be with you<br /><br />I don't feel like sleeping<br />I don't feel like eating<br />All that I really want<br />Is to love you here with me<br /><br />You appear in my dreams<br />You occupy my thoughts<br />This is growing stronger<br />And is contained in my hopes<br /><br />Every night when I close my eyes<br />I see your face<br />It haunts me even now<br />I see you smile at me<br /><br />This is my only comfort<br />Until you are here in reality<br />An ancient wish was made tonight<br />Under the million stars <br /><br />I can travel anywhere<br />And all I think of is you<br />I need an ancient style miracle<br />To make these dreams come true<br /><br />Come back to me please<br />You were my true companion<br />And I cannot live <br />Without you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115154962967789781?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1151538186953884442006-06-28T16:28:00.000-07:002006-06-28T16:43:07.030-07:00This is not the end<br /><br />When we first met, you and I<br />It was hard to adjust at first<br />My past was unknown and forgotten<br />It took you a while to trust in me<br /><br />But after all that we've been through<br />All the duels together we have fought<br />We learned a lot from each other<br />And became a lot closer than we thought<br /><br />Now that time has passed into memory<br />And we've each gone our separate ways<br />I know it will be difficult at first<br />To adjust to a life without you in it<br /><br />When we had to seperate our lives apart<br />I felt as if I could not go on alone<br />You were more than a companion to me<br />For I will find my way back to you<br /><br />Somehow I will find way back to you<br />Our paths will cross again somehow<br />Maybe in some future time<br />So that is what I will hope<br /><br />And though we are now far apart<br />We will never let go of our bond<br />For you will be in my heart<br />From this day on, now and forever more<br /><br />Sometime we will meet again my koishii<br />I will not give up until we do<br />We will be reunited one day, my koi, love, my light<br />I will travel time, space and even death to find you<br /><br />I would not care if I forgot my past all over again<br />As long as I remembered you in my heart<br />To find a way back to your side my light<br />I would travel time, space and even death<br /><br />I should have said when I had the chance<br />How much you do truly mean to me<br />You were more than a companion to me<br />You are more than a best friend<br /><br />You were my light<br />You were my lover<br />You were my inspiration<br />You were my beloved<br /><br />You have embraced my heart<br />You have bewitched my mind<br />You have changed my life<br />You have changed it all<br /><br />I will not give up on our unbreakable bond<br />I will not give up on seeing you again<br />I just hope that you won't give up either<br />I do love you more than you could know<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115153818695388444?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1151537060941122422006-06-28T16:13:00.000-07:002006-06-28T16:24:20.956-07:00Pieces of the puzzle<br /><br />Fate can lend a hand<br />Appear when you least expect<br />Pieces of the puzzle<br />Fit together like glue<br /><br />But trying to figure it out<br />Takes time and inner strength<br />But once you break the code<br />The puzzle is solved<br /><br />Millennium secrets locked within<br />Ancient powers to rediscover<br />Destiny united in peace and light<br />Battle onward with fate on your side<br /><br />Call forth the courage to go on<br />With inner strength, you can prevail<br />Each battle fought with honour<br />Each new chance gained<br /><br />You never quite know destiny will call<br />Going forth into the unknown<br />So much out there to explore<br />So much hope and love is here<br /><br />No more waiting for the chorus<br />Head for the destined door<br />Together we can fight our fears<br />We fight to protect the ones we love<br /><br />Destiny values us to our place<br />Past and future now are faced<br />Ancient mysteries we slowly uncover<br />Working out the way our lives are planned<br /><br />Never giving up as we carry on<br />Going forth until our destiny's done<br />We are united when we are one<br />Two minds, two souls, one shared destiny<br /><br />Pieces of the puzzle not yet complete<br />It secrets for a millennium unfold<br />For it was destined to occur<br />No destiny has united you and I<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115153706094112242?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1151052573340979032006-06-23T01:37:00.000-07:002006-06-23T01:56:36.653-07:00Past life love<br /><br />I wonder along<br />Among the crowd<br />There are many stares<br />And many frowns<br /><br />I hold a power<br />That they can't see<br />I can't control it<br />I'm afraid to let it show<br /><br />They call me strange<br />And yell curses at me<br />This is supposed to me peace<br />A place of sanctuary<br /><br />But then you came<br />And saved my life<br />I knew you from before<br />Memories remained alive<br /><br />You took me with you<br />So that I could rest<br />But there were those<br />Who'd put me to the test<br /><br />They forced me to fight<br />In an unfair battle<br />To them you see<br />I was nothing but cattle<br /><br />Again you jumped in<br />And saved my life<br />Then my power came<br />From the strength inside<br /><br />The power I summoned<br />Frightened them all<br />Into the darkness they fell<br />My power only yielded to my call<br /><br />Your priests turned to shadows<br />For power that they sought<br />They forced me again to battle<br />And my power was caught<br /><br />Though I battled well<br />My fate had be sealed<br />My power guided by fate <br />Had too late been revealed<br /><br />You tried to save me<br />For the final time<br />But your life was taken<br />And that was the crime<br /><br />And now your spirit rests<br />To go onto brighter gleams<br />I always loved you dearly<br />Your memory haunts my dreams<br /><br />Your spirit lives on in Illysium<br />The angels guard your spirits face<br />Just as they had once done with mine<br />And I will never forget that grace<br /><br />This is song about remembering a past life love, that was lost, but never forgotten.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115105257334097903?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1151051639479497672006-06-23T01:24:00.000-07:002006-06-23T01:33:59.500-07:00This is a poem that I wrote a while ago on another site, but is now being posted here! Enjoy.<br /><br />Beautiful eyes<br /><br />Everytime I see your eyes<br />I see someone I knew<br />Someone who loved me<br />But they are so cold now<br />So far away from me<br />Can't you see who I am<br />Who I am inside<br /><br />Beautiful eyes<br />I loved your beautiful eyes<br />So cold<br />Yet so warm<br />Yeah<br />I loved your beautiful eyes<br /><br />A life alone<br />Is not easy at all<br />Beautiful eyes <br />Don't leave<br />Don't push me away<br />Can't you see why<br />Why I see all the pain<br />Let me wash your tears away<br />Can't you see<br /><br />Beautiful eyes<br />I loved you<br />And your beautiful eyes<br />So cold<br />Yet so warm<br />Come back to my side<br /><br />Yeah I loved you<br />And your beautiful eyes<br />Can't you see<br />Who I am inside<br />Can't you see<br />What I see<br /><br />Beautiful eyes<br />I loved you <br />And your beautiful eyes<br />So cold <br />Yet so warm<br />Yeah <br />I loved your beautiful eyes<br />Beautiful eyes<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115105163947949767?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1150599588697356452006-06-17T19:46:00.000-07:002006-07-09T20:56:11.256-07:00These next three poems are all poetry that support the idea of Katsuya Jounouchi x Kaiba Seto being a couple. <br /><br />They are all part of the same poem, but split into three, and told in reverse.<br /><br /> <br />Stolen kisses<br /><br />So now you you are walking towards me<br />And I felt my heart skip a beat<br />You look at me with those eyes<br />And I feel like I am going to melt<br /> <br />You stand there inches from me<br />And we stare each other out<br />Emotions going every direction<br />And our hearts beating so loud<br /><br />You smiled at me for the first time<br />And I feel like I am flying<br />All those days when we argued<br />Had all been in denial of this<br /><br />I blush as you come closer<br />And I feel your hand gently cup my chin<br />I look into your cerulean eyes<br />And you gaze into my honey orbs<br /><br />You gently place a kiss on my waiting lips<br />Taste so sublime, it's like heaven<br />And I feel so contended here<br />This is how it was meant to be<br /><br />You take my hand inside yours<br />And whisper in my ear<br />You are still like a puppy, but you are my puppy<br />I shiver at your breathe on my neck<br /><br />All meaning is understood<br />And we walk side by side<br />Making plans while holding hands<br />Amidst the shocked gasps from behind<br /><br />You take me in your arms<br />And you say to me<br />I am yours, if you will have me<br />And I reply, I will never leave your side<br /><br />This wanderer has found its soulmate<br />And the truth is finally known<br />But all those days we argued<br />Why were we so stubborn to say "I care"?<br /><br />This post is a little more explicit in tone than my usual posts so I am rating this one as a 15 or over.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115059958869735645?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1150511471318359182006-06-16T19:20:00.000-07:002006-06-16T19:31:11.330-07:00A dark poem about solace, found in darkness. <br /><br />Heavenly dreams<br /><br />The sun is sleeping quietly<br />Open upon a century<br />Wistful oceans calm and red<br />Ardent caresses laid to rest<br /><br />For my dreams I hold my life<br />For wishes I behold my night<br />The truth at the end of time<br />Losing faith one more time<br /><br />I wish I for this night time<br />To last a life time<br />The darkness around me<br />Shores of a solar sea<br /><br />Oh how I wish<br />To go along with the sun<br />Sleeping<br />Weeping with you<br /><br />Sorrow has a hollow heart<br />From the powers that be will depart<br />I'd sail before a thousand moons<br />Never finding where to go<br /><br />Two hundred twenty one days of light<br />Will be desired by the night<br />A moment for a poets thoughts<br />Until there is nothing left to say<br /><br />I wish for this night time<br />To last a life time<br />The darkness around me<br />Shores of a solar sea<br /><br />Oh how I wish<br />To go forth with the sun<br />Sleeping <br />Weeping with you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115051147131835918?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1150259982888825952006-06-13T21:14:00.000-07:002006-06-15T21:25:24.726-07:00This is a poem that I wrote, after coming home from the Media, Comics and Movie Expo in London during May 27-28th this year.<br /><br />I met one of the celebrity guests there, and this is the poem, inspired by two moments that will forever haunt me.<br /><br />Haunted<br /><br />It was just one moment<br />In which I was stuck for words<br />I was nervous to speak first<br />I could not say much<br />But somehow you haunted me<br />With just one look<br />You sent into curiosity<br /><br />There you sat<br />Looking truly bored<br />Sat at a small table<br />Many people came to see you<br />Bt not many actually spoke to you<br />To just come and say hello<br />They all wanted a piece of you<br />On a piece on paper<br />But I knew <br />It was sometimes better <br />To just say hello<br /><br />One person came to you<br />A signature you signed<br />You sighed<br />Looking tired<br />Thinking of somewhere other <br />Other than where you were<br />I knew I was just one more person<br />But somehow you knew something<br />Something that made you look <br /><br />I took a thought<br />And decided to try and say hello<br />Not to be presumptious<br />But just to try and speak <br />You looked at me<br />And I froze<br />You looked my body up and down<br />Following my lines<br />I felt your eyes look at me<br />Even though I could not speak yet<br />I just froze<br /><br />I took a deep breathe<br />And eventually I said hello<br />And it was nice to meet you<br />I said I thought you were a good actor<br />You said thankyou<br />I said <br />I thought it was better to say hi<br />You gave a knowing look<br />And gave me your hand to shake<br />I returned that gesture<br /><br />You said thankyou again<br />And I was amazed<br />I was not sure what to say<br />I know what I said<br />You'd heard from others before<br />And it was kind of corny<br />I guess<br />My nerves showed in that<br />I was not sure how to take <br />That second thankyou<br />I never knew<br />What went through your mind<br /><br />And now<br />Just one moment<br />That haunts me now<br />I left your table<br />And said<br />It was nice to meet you<br />And I knew you watched me leave<br />I was haunted by you<br />And curiously amazed at the same time<br />I thought of that moment<br />And I was haunted<br /><br />I do not know<br />What went through your mind<br />When we came face to face<br />All I hope<br />Is that I made a fairly good impression<br />And that I did not seem naive<br /><br />For you have <br />In one moment<br />Haunted me<br />For what will be<br />A long time<br />And I will never know for sure<br />Just what it was<br />That went through your mind<br />In that one moment<br />When I met you <br />All I know<br />Is that I am haunted<br />And I doubt <br />I will talk to you again<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115025998288882595?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1150258436472523192006-06-13T21:12:00.000-07:002006-06-13T21:54:10.843-07:00This is a song/poem that I wrote inspired by an anime character named Kisara. This poem/song is a parody of "rose of tralee", but unlike most parodies. This is not a mockery of the original song, rather this is a tribute to the original.<br /><br />Kisara<br /><br />The pale moon was rising<br />Above the green mountain<br />The sun was declining<br />Beneath the blue sea<br />When I strayed with my true love<br />To the pure crystal fountain<br />That stands in the beautiful<br />Vale of Kyoto<br /><br />She was lovely and fair<br />As the sakura blossom of Japan<br />Yet twas not her beauty alone that won me<br />Oh on twas the truth <br />In her eyes her dawning<br />That made me love Kisara<br />The blossom of Japan<br /><br />The cool shades of evening<br />Their mantle were spreading<br />And Kisara all smiling<br />Was listening to me<br />The moon through the valley<br />Her pale rays were shining<br />When I won the heart<br />Of the blossom of Japan<br /><br />Though lovely and fair<br />As the blossom of the summer<br />Yet was not her beauty alone that won me<br />Oh no, twas the truth<br />In her eyes ever dawning<br />That made me love Kisara<br />The blossom of Japan<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-115025843647252319?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1143683763029115782006-03-30T03:21:00.000-08:002006-07-09T21:00:02.806-07:00This is a dark little poem I wrote about the shadow realm from Yami Bakura's POV.<br /><br />For all of those fans of Yami Bakura out there!<br /><br />Shadow realm<br /><br />A shaded place<br />Of darkest night<br />A place of dispair<br />And misery all right<br />Yet in this place<br />A strange sort of calm<br />The kind of comfort I get <br />from darkness and harm<br /><br />A place of sorrow<br />And shed tears<br />A place of untold fear<br />This darkness holds<br />Filled with screams<br />And millions of terrors<br />That invade your dreams<br /><br />Shadow realm fiends<br />Creep in the dark<br />They make you squirm<br />And this is their art<br />Darkness lies at their core<br />Evil beating in their hearts<br /><br />Innocent souls sent there too<br />Dark ones are punished , it's true<br />Both so unalike, in this place<br />Hatred and malice in their face<br />There is a darkness <br />That holds you<br />And where the Yami's dwell<br />They would welcome you<br /><br />Come take me home<br />Oh darkness please<br />And give my pain <br />Unshattered release<br />In my soul I am a dark one<br />And I know not of light<br />Shadow realm at my core<br />Missing Yami's call my name<br /><br />I hear their cries<br />And I want to roam<br />Something keeps me here alone<br />Maybe one day<br />I will have the opportunity to make<br />That final step to take<br />That one step closer<br />To bring the darkness, where I belong<br /><br />To know the darkness so well<br />And to be at home once again<br />In that place of shadows<br />Away from the crowd<br />Hidden in the shadows<br />So I can feel whole again<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-114368376302911578?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1143252408498938172006-03-24T17:58:00.000-08:002006-03-24T18:16:07.896-08:00Special world<br /><br />A special world<br />For you and me<br />A special world<br />Eyes cannot see<br /><br />It wraps us up<br />Inside it's cocoon<br />And holds us close<br />Calming us from the gloom<br /><br />It's fingers spread<br />Like fine spun gold<br />Gentle nestle us warm<br />Inside the fold<br /><br />Like silken thread<br />It holds us fast<br />Bonds like this <br />Are meant to last<br /><br />And though at times<br />A thread may break<br />A new one forms<br />Inside it's wake<br /><br />To bond us closer<br />And keep us stronger<br />In a special world<br />Where we belong<br /><br />This was sent to me via e-mail from one of my friends! Especially at a time when I was feeling very depressed and it helped me to be stronger by remembering my friends were always there for me, even if we weren't necessarily always together in person, we were connected by a bond of friendship!<br /><br />And that is true!<br /><br /> <br />And though sometimes we may lose contact with one of our friends, or lose a friendship, we never forget that friend and those memories keep with us!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-114325240849893817?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1143251765755194072006-03-24T17:39:00.000-08:002006-07-09T21:03:15.330-07:00This is just another one of my original poems, inspired by anime episodes that I have watched!<br /><br />This is the newest one I have writen in a while! Enjoy!<br /><br />Behind these eyes<br /><br />Behind these eyes<br />These eyes of blue<br />These eyes you see<br />These eyes of mine<br /><br />Reflected sadness<br />Deep inside<br />Untold sorrow<br />Unshed tears <br /><br />Dried up hopes<br />Behind these eyes<br />Are the key to me<br />Inside I lie asleep<br /><br />Behind these eyes<br />I don't feel real<br />Behind these eyes<br />I don't believe what I see<br /><br />It moves me to sadness<br />To see the world so torn apart<br />To see people in so much pain <br />It breaks my heart<br /><br />And every day<br />It is faced again<br />Sometimes in these eyes<br />I feel like crying inside<br /><br />I get lost <br />I'm so alone<br />You can get lost<br />My glance is emotion untold<br /><br />The world can overwhwelm<br />But these eyes <br />These eyes can tell<br />There is more to see<br /><br />In these eyes<br />I see their pain<br />They hide it well<br />But still it shows<br /><br />They walk along<br />With their broken dreams<br />It's in their eyes<br />Dreams ripped from the seams<br /><br />Eyes cast downwards<br />Towards the hard cold ground<br />Never saying a word<br />Their eyes cry without a sound<br /><br />I walk alone<br />Or so it may seem<br />I see a life of broken dreams<br />And tears in their eyes<br /><br />Sometimes I just<br />want to cry inside<br />And that is the truth<br />Reflected in my eyes<br /> <br />I see their pain<br />And I know mine too<br />But I knew it anyway<br />Wondering what it all comes too<br /><br />I face it in my own way<br />Cast adrift<br />Cast ashore<br />Reaching out once more<br /><br />When I sit and stare<br />Just by myself <br />And think of what I've seen<br />I feel like I'm lost inside<br /><br />And then I escape to my dreams<br />That is the only relief I know<br />From what I see<br />Soaked up , behind these eyes<br /><br />Behind these eyes<br />Inside these eyes<br />These eyes you see<br />These eyes of mine.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-114325176575519407?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1142279444665810062006-03-13T11:34:00.000-08:002006-07-09T21:06:29.876-07:00Enjoy!<br /><br />Between two hearts<br /><br />Lost in a sea of memories<br />Floating on the air of confusion<br />Never knowing where I am going<br />Feeling like I'm going no where<br /><br />Tell me the signs, oh please<br />To make the result alright<br />Help me to decide<br />To realise my dreams<br /><br />Purity beckons to my life<br />But passion beats there too<br />Torn between two parts<br />Never knowing which to trust<br /><br />Why can't I just decide<br />Just to be happy<br />Why I must always be torn<br />Between two sides<br /><br />Two loves lie in my heart<br />And it's tearing me apart<br />I know I must decide<br />But meanwhile I'll bide my time<br /><br />So many questions in my mind<br />I can't seem to recognise<br />No one can say I never tried<br />To realise to truth inside<br /><br />I feel like I'm lost again<br />Can anyone really understand<br />Is this the way it was planned?<br />I can't seem to make a stand<br /><br />Torn between hearts I know<br />One who is pure and it shows<br />One who beats with passion untold<br />Between fire and light I now behold<br /><br />I care for both equally<br />Because of my devided heart<br />But a lot of people do not know<br />That this indecision is tearing me apart<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-114227944466581006?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15109626.post-1140465340492689192006-02-20T11:47:00.000-08:002006-06-28T19:59:08.446-07:00Time machine<br /><br />Sometimes I sit and wonder<br />Just thinking about life<br />Then I often ponder<br />What IF I could travel in time?<br /><br />If I had a time machine<br />Maybe I'd be over keen<br />To erase the pain I've seen<br />And keep the tears unseen<br /><br />But even though I'm scarred<br />My thoughts do stretch far<br />My past isn't without regret<br />And is a dimming star<br /><br />But even though I'm scarred<br />My thoughts do stretch forth<br />My past is behind me now<br />And everything had it's cause<br /><br />Just to see who I am inside<br />And to see all the pain in my eyes<br />But there is one thing I can't deny<br />That one day, I will shine<br /><br />So if I had a time machine<br />And a chance to see the past again<br />There is not one thing I would change<br />I'd keep it all the same<br /><br />Though this is tough to see<br />What it is that makes me<br />My life has made me who I am<br />And I can be strong, yes I can<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/15109626-114046534049268919?l=spideygirlfriends.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>spacemonkeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02884531729163180787noreply@blogger.com0